Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Voices

Voices, always voices
They're always in my head,
Can't make out what they're saying, can't tell whether they good or bad, male or female, child or adult,
can only make out a voice.
I thought I was going deaf from the numbness in my ears, but that was the voice in my head, always there, neverending.
Don't know whether they calling me or chasing me.
I'm neither frightened nor excited,
I ignore them.
I drive through traffic and they're there, I listen to music and they are there, I go through life and they are always there, in my head, always there Neverending.
Until one day I jump off a high cliff,
all I hear is my heart pounding and adrenalin rushing through my veins and all I feel is a long rush of wind passing me,
I try to listen for the voice in my head, for the first time,
There is Silence,
the voice is gone and I see Eternal Blackness
Then in an instant I not only awake from my darkness by unusual bright lights,
but I hear the Voices again.
The voices of Angels singing and rejoicing, and cheering for me.
The voices of Eternal Sound.
Almost as if my whole life has been a calling to
Eternal Happiness.
Voices, always voices neither Good nor Bad.